Today I told a very dear friend of mine, and it was the closest I have been to crying since first being told. It was rough, but nice at the same time to tell her as she has known something is wrong, but not what. It was nice to vent a little bit. I have told people very easily, assuring them that this is the last they will hear me speaking of it. I don't want MS to define me, but of course it's a part of me now(hence this blog). I told her at the playground we always go to with our kids, and it was great to now and then have a distraction from our conversation to let her process. Many hugs were shared and our already lovely friendship grew even stronger! It was nice to just vent and rant a bit over all the maybe's that MS entails... MAYBE I'll have a relapse tomorrow, MAYBE I wont have one for another year or so. MAYBE I'll be fine!
...but of course, I can't live like that. That would drive me crazy thinking like that all the time.
No, instead I am just taking each day as it comes. Enjoying the new foods I am focusing on.
Life is good, you just need to realize it ;-)!
-Josefine
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